I hate my stinking job!!!!!!

[gabesmomma05]

I am sitting here at work and I am so frusturated. It's like if I didn't just have to have a new house and a new car then I wouldn't have to work. But you don't think about those things when you are working for family. I worked for my mother and stepfather for 2 1/2 years. I got to spend time with my son and I was home at 3pm and had dinner cooked and a clean home. Well, the company went under and I have a job as a teller. At first I liked it but my job is 45 minutes away and I get to spend very little time with my son. Now that my mother and I are into it. My son has to ride a bus to my MIL's school ( He is 3). I have one on the way due in June. It tears me up that I will have only six weeks with the new baby before it shoved in some daycare. I just think it is my responsibility to take care of my kids. I don't have a babysitter for my son when he is on break. I just need to find a different job. I am going to try to get on at a school as a assistant teacher but around here that is all just politics. I have thought about those work from home jobs but I don't know how a screaming  baby will fit into the picture in 5 1/2 months. Ugh!!!!! I guess I just needed to vent. But I do hate my job, I am just not a people person and I am not that good at this job, I keep screwing up.