My Baby Girl Angel

[alilcoy]

Man does it ever get any easier? Today makes it exactly 10 years that I lost my baby girl and nearly my own life. Sometimes I secretly wish I would have went with her. But that makes me feel guilty and selfish. Because where would my son be? He needs me just as much as she does. I know she is safe in gods hands. But I think selfishly and want her with me and our family not in heaven. My arms ache so bad at times just to hold her for just a few seconds but I know that would not be enough because I would beg god to let me have longer. I know someday I will be with her when the time is right and god decides to reunite us so untill then I love you Jessie Lynn. Love mom

[cher1970]

Dec. 5, 2008 at 8:13 PM

You must be very strong..your son is lucky to have you.

[alilcoy]

Dec. 5, 2008 at 11:07 PM

Thank you.

(Original Poster)

[luckymommax7]

Dec. 6, 2008 at 9:50 AM

hang in there I know it is hard, I lost twins at 13wks.  You are a strong woman and I am here if you need me....

[alilcoy]

Dec. 6, 2008 at 11:02 AM

Thank you sweetie and dont forget i am here for you ;)

(Original Poster)