I found true love, but I long for my lost love...Why?

[kim8901]

I've finally moved on with a great man that just adores me. He shows me so much love and attention all the time. He is everything I want...but just not the right face... Why is that? I love this man..I'm having this mans baby..and yet he doesn't have my whole heart. My son's father still carries the biggest piece. Some days I think I'm over my ex..and other days I miss him. Why is this? I'm with a man that loves to hold me everynight. A man that treats me like a queen. And yet I find it kind of annoying at times. My ex.. and I kinda led seperate lives. My ex would never come to bed with me..he would never go out with me..or clean the house for me, or just anything..He was just there... This man that I'm with now is wonderful..but when I think I'm over my ex..my heart says different. I'm hoping that when this baby is born the love I have for my ex will be gone. Will it ever truly be gone? Does it go away? Can I fully move on and not care about my ex anymore..??? is that possible.? Some days I don't think of him..and I could care less..and other days he's all that is on my mind. How do I fully give my heart to the man that would cherish it the most. He knows how I feel and yet he stands beside me and says he would help me through it and he understands. Why am I annoyed by all of his affection.?? is it cause I'm not used to it..or is it something else? I don't know..I'm so confused. Any advice would be appreciated.