feeling the frenzy

[Lazarat]

My stomach churns..my heart feels like it is racing..I feel my self sweating...droplets of water collects at the top of my forehead and the tip of my nose..I open up a bag of chips...biting it into tiny pieces..unaware it's saltiness...I cower in some corner somewhere...I feel my breath quicken...silently I pray that I figure out a solution..silently I pray that find someway to make it through this...silently I pray that the guilt goes away...I open up the cubbrads..find something else to bite into tiny pieces...my heart is till racing..anxiety is consuming me...I pick something else to tear apart with my teeth..bite into something.....biting it into tiny pieces, a slow form of destruction.....tiny bites, tiny pieces....panic is setting in...