I think I am having an anxiety attack.

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I sent out 20 christmas cards two weeks ago. tomorrow is the day before christmas. the last day for mail to run before christmas. I haven't gotten anything from my family in CT or else where (I'm not expecting anything from my mother, brother, or other family in VT).

oh what could be going on. did they forget me because I live so far away? are they well? do they still have jobs and homes with food to eat? are they mad because we couldn't aford to visit this year? I don't want to call till christmas day and wish every one well because I know if they are working, they will be working every day but christmas usually.

I'm almost to the point of "flapping" and crying over my "empty box" syndrome.