Sometimes I hate him

[elananme]

Sometimes I absolutely hate my husband.  Today for example he made everyone in this house cry.  ITs christmas for petes sake and yet he just had to make everyone cry. I was talking tomy mother trying to explain how much he likes toplay with the kids toys or whatnot and he yelled at me and made me cry while im on the phone with my MOTHER and she had to calm me down across thelong distance so he wouldnt know i was crying.  then he turned around noteven an hour later and told my daughter he was going to throw away what little she got for xmas becauseshe wouldnt pick it up (of course she was still playing with it at the time but what does he care) then just a few minutes ago he told my son pretty much the same thing while he was trying to find a place to put his things.  you have to understand we live in a small trailer its a 2bedroom the kids each have a room and my stupid dh and i sleep in the living room on teh couches.  there is no storage space to speak of so my children struggle with finding good storage for their things I got a gift card surprisingly from my  mother today so i am going to use it to by clear storage bins forthe kids toys and hopefully that will help with some of the issue but the whole point is its christmas and he jsut had to make everyone cry.  I still feel like crying now almost in preparation for the next time he feels the need to make everyone miserable.  and since i dont have a bedroom i have to go "take a shower" when ifeel the need to cry so my dh doesnt kno thats what i am doing.  Im just venting and i love my husband but really sometimes I just hate him.