well i have decided to get back with my husband. i know what you are all saying "what are you nuts after all that you go back" right? well i love him and my kids need their dad. we are working on all of our problems together so we will see what happens. i hope for my kids especially our oldest that things are going to be ok shes so confused and shes only 2 1/2. so i just thought that i would give you all an update. thank you all for the support.