I have come to realize...

[Baby1114]

That i'm too nice & a push over.

I'm always there for everyone.

Would give the shirt off my back,money or my time whatever was needed to help in thier time of need.

However,when i need it even with advanced warning i get nothing..

I bite my tongue sense it is not in my nature to be rude as they are.

But when your at your lowest and can't get any help or even words of encouragment from those that claim they are your friends,which only seems to be when they get what they want from you.

You get to a point of feeling you need to be selfish for your own needs.

I have sooo reached that point.

it is sad that i need to become what i would never want to be to make a point but in the end the only person that takes care of you is you and nobody else even when you have been led to believe there is such a thing.

What a sad world to live in...




Ps....A few people do not fit this and you know who you are and for that i say thanks!