Just everything

[zssammie]

I can't post this on Myspace because too many people there run their mouth about what I say to people I don't want to know. I feel like I'm going crazy. I am trying to take Lena's night time cup away becuase she's doing good going potty during the day but pees right trhough her diaper at night becuase she's waking up all night wanting my milk. Last night she cried herself to sleep, 2 hours, and then woke up at 1 am and did the same thing! I am so tired, and started to get frustrated but I didn't act apon my frustrations. I am os so worried about money lately. We're just not bringing in enough and yet we have another baby coming. David thinks everything's alright because I can't tell him we're behind. He'll freak out and I already feel like failure already for not being able to make ends meet with what he brings in but him freaking out will only have it worse. My mom is coming in 2 weeks, and I'm dreading that. All she wants to do is take over Lena. She has this wierd obsetion with her and it's really starting to get to me. Honestly I'm kinda glad that after she leaves this time I won't see her for a while. I am so stressed out about the whole thing but she wants to helo me and I don't want to tell her no becuase honestly the first few days after having Sara I could use some helo with Lena. Well, I'm done for now, I've gotten a lot off my chest and yet I don't feel any better :(

[The_Wife_Type]

Mar. 29, 2009 at 5:27 PM

I just read my biography in your journal post!!! I know EXACTLY how you feel in every aspect!!! Hang in there it does get better I promise... I was once told youve gotta got through the valleys to get to the top of the hill... wow is so true which I am finding out daily!!! I dont really know ya but Im here for ya if you need to vent or anything.