its become an absession of sorts...

[eykelley]

ask anyone in my family and they will tell you I am some wat addicted to fanasty things.. lord of the rings stated it off, then soon after Harry Potter... and now I feel like am trapped a a world that is only real to me!

I never thought I would get so captivated by a movie or book that I couldn't stop thinking about it! Its sounds somewhat pathetic! To imagine myself in the world.. in that life! WOW.. how stupid do I sound!?

But in 3 days I finished a book and have started the hunt for the next of its kind. And if you only knew what fantasy did to me.. you would know tha absolute angiuish I am in right now trying to decifer what happens next. I get almost stuck in this imaginary world... a place that can't be real! But somewhere I wish.. was!

So.. until I get the nxt book I will be sitting here.. constantly thinking of the way that Edward looked at bella... and wish some how I could be in that moment! UGH!