went to preterm labor

[anglemommaof4]

i went in to preterm labor on new years eve and man it wasn't easy i am 33 week pregnant and started to contract and dialtefrom finger tip to 3 centermeters with in 10 minutes.

i thought that going to the hospital was a good to save the baby's life but every one is makeing me feel like shit.

i went to the hospital and they stop the labor for the baby gets the lungs shots so she has a fighting chance to live. know it has stoped and she has a better chance of surveing if she does come early he lungs  are a little more stable so serve out side of womb.

know i have to try my best to keep her in as long as i can ....

this hasn't bene easy for me life at home hasbeen very ruff and not easy i had to do things that i am not surposed to do ..

i had a so called freind hurt me and play my family athat distroyed me like crape and i think that is why i went in  to preterm labor...

i hated being in the hospital i missed my  4kids and my husband.. i didn't get a chance to spend time with them or him for new years and it sucked big time.

i hated being alone the one time i really wanted him there it didn't happen and it sucked big time it really did..

i was told by the doctor to not do any hting adn here i am doing things i shouldn't be doing and it hurts... who else is going to do it...

i hate feeling alone and i am know ... i really thought i was really doing the right thing to be in there and get teh drugs to stop it and get the babys lungs a little mature enough to live out side my belly

well it is late and i am getting upset and it hurts my belly good night and

i hope every body had a nice new year...