the anger still flares up

[donna1972]

I try so hard to be the good ex wife. I try not to complain about the low child support and continue to work at a job I hate. I try to accomadate if if he can't make it up to see his son I try to make arramgements that he can. But then I ran into her. His new girlfriend. She has crows feet around her eyes. Chuck used to laugh at me because he said I was getting them. I doubled check today and no I don't. Chuck used to tell me how I needed to lose weight. His girlfriend doubles me. Chuck used to tell me how old I was getting, she is way older than I am like 50.

I try very hard not too get mad but then he says after he puts my son in the car, someday I'm going to get you back. This is how I get repaid for being nice to him. He has no job hasn't been doing anything for the past 3 months. He has no idea if he is going to get a job or get back to school. He is 59 years old. I try very hard but when both of them laugh at me like I'm nothing, I used to be something to him, but he wanted it this way. I just need alot of help and patience.