2009 was to be GREAT...

[TotallyTart]

 2009 was suppose to be great, I'm not so sure my year is starting off the way as planned.

 And it only seems to be getting worse....

  Maddie, has been sick since the Friday after Christmas she has a good day then the next day she vomits, and usually only once. But she has the burping sound I can't seem to explain it or make her doctor understand., that happens  over and over, then she vomits. This started after that Friday when she vomited for 3 hours straight. Then it was this noise and occasional vomiting that is still happening....What the heck...????? Calling the Doctors on this one again today....since going there last friday changed nothing, I will have to try to get them to understand again...

 So then yesterday I have my yearly visit to the GYNO, and he finds a lump in my breast. Okay, so I have a lump I go in for more testing, I don't freak out at the Doctors office. My Grandmother was in her late thirty's when she died from breast cancer, I never meet her it was before I was born....Well I'm 35...what gives...really....2009 was suppose to be great. So all day yesterday I'm okay, but maybe I was just in shock....

  I say shock because I woke up at 4am this morning and well kinda freaked, I decided I wanted the see if I could find the lump myself since I didn't feel it before, and yep its there about the size of a pea and kinda hard to locate but it's there.  Yep, that did it, I felt it, it was all real to me know it was happening,,,,,it was there....NOW what.....now I have to wait, wait and worry till next Friday when I go see a breast surgeon for more testing......

  Till then I'm here,,,,I'm quite and I'm waiting,,,,hugs and love, Lisa

[shell81]

Jan. 8, 2009 at 8:42 AM

I hope your little girl feels better soon:)

My friend had a pea size bump a couple weeks ago and I forgot what the doc said it was but he said it was nothing to worry about. I hope yours is the same.

[MrsSuperDave]

Jan. 8, 2009 at 8:44 AM

Im so sorry that 09 is starting out so stressful Lisa...I will keep  you and maddie in my prayers that this sickness she is having will not be serious and go away quickly and that the lump is nothing to worry about. God bless your family this year!

Hugs and Love

[TracyE5]

Jan. 8, 2009 at 9:31 AM

I am thinking of you and loving you at the same time.   I have you in my prayers and my thoughts. 

I also hope that your little one feels better soon. 

I am here for you should you ever need anything.  Please remember that!

all my love, prayers, thoughts, hope and much friendship...

Tracy

[Mo.Mom41]

Jan. 8, 2009 at 9:34 AM

OMGosh Lisa. .. I can't imagine. Your little one being sick and them not understanding what you're describing and now this lump. I will keep you and your family in my prayers sweetie. I'm so sorry you're going through this. Life seems so unfair at times!!! I hate when bad things happens to GOOD people!!! Hugs you tight..Much love to you!

[kittycat18]

Jan. 8, 2009 at 9:46 AM

Sweetie im so sorry that this is all going on..I pray that you will be ok I had that a few years back and it was nothing... and Maddie is in my prayers to..some doctors are such idiots or there just not paying attention.. sending you love and healing energy..

Lots of Love and {{{Hugs}}}

[TessLouise]

Jan. 8, 2009 at 10:27 AM

(((((((((((((Lisa)))))))))))))))))

Repeat after me . . . 2009 is going to be amazing and awesome.   And this lump is going to be nothing more than a lump.   And my two beautiful girls are going to be healthy and happier in 2009 than they have ever been before.  

It's true mama!  It has to be.   In the meantime I am sending you hugs filled with peace and love.

[lalisweet1]

Jan. 8, 2009 at 10:46 AM

Wrap you with loving warming energy... take away your worry wart mind...

Rest, my dear, relax... go with the flow... stay positive and be inspired!

As for your girl, is it reflux acting up?  Something is upsetting her tummy.  Keep track what she eats...

HUGS!

[jennykate77]

Jan. 8, 2009 at 11:41 AM

Hey, Sweetie.  Just wanted to say I hope Maddie is all better real soon.  It is NO fun when the kiddos are sick.  Hugs for her and you.

Also, wanted to share my own personal story regarding a lump.  I was about 24 and I was doing a self breast exam.  My aunt had just found out she had breast cancer and I was a little freaked out about it, so I started doing my own self-breast exams.  This particular time I felt something...I wasn't sure what it was, but it was something on my left breast right by my arm pit.  So, I freaked a little too, then called my gyno.  Went for an exam and he felt it too.  He sent me to a specialist in OKC where I got squeezed, freezed, and greased (a little 80 year old lady told me that in the waiting room the day of my appt.  LOL) .  Come to find out they were cyst and there were 6 or so.  My dr. recommended that I didn't take birth control anymore and cut back on caffeine and a few other things.  Six months later I went back and most of them were completely gone and only a couple really small ones left.  So, I said all of that to say DON'T WORRY and EVERYTHING WILL BE OK.  Stress and worry are two of the worst things on our bodies, so try to not do either of those.  Love you so much!!  Keep me posted. I'll be praying.

[itchyWings]

Jan. 8, 2009 at 4:35 PM

Lisa... everything is going to be BRILLIANT and wonderful.  Wasting time with fear or doubt or worry in that pretty little head of yours isn't going to change ANYTHING (expect make matters WORSE) so why do it?

There are 357 days of 2009 left... so don't write the year off, k?

I am adding you and Maddie to my daily shot-o-Reiki.  And I'll be sending that lump something too. :-0  It is a blocked milk duct only now being noticed.  No big. LOVELOVELOVE, C

[Feridust]

Jan. 9, 2009 at 4:06 PM

(((Lisa)))

Everything will be alright. Maddie will get better and you will be fine. I had one of those scares myself during an exam a few years back, so I know it can nerve-wracking.

Sending waves of gentle, healing love.