a change in time

[amandad0225]

Many things have changed since the begining of this whole experience.  Alot of ups and downs.  But the ups are a lot more frequently and for this i am greatful.  It has been very challenging i big mess of emotions.  But I'm glad that lately has been great even though im not sure why.  Ive met some great people that seem to understand.  The ones that help and just leave messages that say yea been there too.  And for that I am lucky.  I've lost my good friends when the move even though we swore different, we barely talk.  So i am pushed here to vent and to let out all my emotions to people that i dont know so well.  Yet they never judge or critize that much.  Its a little great place kinda like a family.  Full of support and needs that we all need.  So thank you all that help so much even if you never know it to be true...