What an awful weekend

[vernut]

As many of you know Bro. Adams, my step dad, has been in and out of the hosptial several times since Oct. 

Then Thurday night when I noticed my neck tightening up on me.  Friday morning it was still huting a little, but with fighting witha 85 lb lab because it is cold outside and having him yack on it it did not help. It losened up a little as the day went on.  I wnt to the bank to pull some money out and the Atm would not dispense the money but it subtracted it from my account.  I had to call the bank and fight with them and they said it could be any where from 1 to 10 days before I get it back.

My husband was trying to leave town to go see his mom because she had a gall baldder attack last weekend and at first they could not due surgery because of fluid around her ehart.  they go that taken care of but now her lungs are too bad.  they told her to quit smoking and come back in a couple of months.  She will not quit smoking, so now she is a walking time bomb waiting for her gall baldder to explode and poison her.  His boss told him if he dod not do the work that just came in for the day that he was fired and did not need to come to work on Monday.

By sunday I could not more my neck so Chris went a got a massager and ben gay and I can move it a little, but have to go back to the chiropractor to get i worked on now and my back is doing so much better.  why now my neck?  Not sure if going to have enough money to go to mom next week and I need to get away because to top everything else off Lydia's would be 12 on the 27th and she is not here for us to celebrate her birthday with.  She is in heaven and I miss her.

I hope this make sence.  I know i am rembleing but have to get it off my chest.

[GramaDart]

Jan. 19, 2009 at 11:38 AM

Oh hon I'm sorry you're having such a rough time - hang in there. Your neck is probably containing all the stress! The chiropractor should be able to help that too. . . you need to let go a little - you can not do anything about your mil - it is her choice. good or bad. it is her choice. The bank thing - well you're getting the money back at least! Frustrating yes - but fixable. Your husband's job - did he go to work? If not, I'm sure there's other jobs out there that would understand that family comes first. Perhaps it's God's way of telling him it's time to move on!

And sweetie - Lydia's smiling down on you all. She is that beautiful angel sitting on your shoulder. The warmth of the sunshine on your cheek. That peaceful rustling of leaves when the wind blows. The sweet scent of flowers in the Spring. She is all around you. She knows how much you love her & miss her.

(((BIG HUGS)))