I've seen like one tiny spec of blood on my toilet paper so far two times today.  It seems like this is the way it started last time but I was a little further along.  God, please don't let this be another miscarriage.  I don't know how I could deal with another one.  My doctor said to make an appt. in about 2 or 3 weeks and they can do an ultrasound.  How can I not worry to death.  This is so unfair.  I want to be happy about this but I'm so afraid.  It's like if I think this isn't happening then I won't be hurt by it so much if it happens.  Waiting is the hardest thing.

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Colts...
Jan. 21, 2009 at 3:04 PM

(((hugs))) i pray everything is ok

I know i spotted a few times too & all was ok.

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Charl...
Jan. 21, 2009 at 7:56 PM

((hugs)) I'll be praying for you. Hopefully its just some implantational bleeding! I spotted with Hannah so hang in there momma..

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