do you know how hard it is to want your husband and not have him?

[butterflymom022]

the past month his cousin went to cali for x-mas and he has been spending alot in the back room trying to get it into a real room for him. now we have spent alot of time together which has been so great. i know or should i say i hope it does not change so much. well now that we have both lost so much weight i thought well he would want me more. well we flirt alot when we go to the store and you would think you would have that when you get home. well not me. it is so hard to see him everyday and want him, but you can't wait up forever just for him to come to bed. that is why we have been doing good to. i don't tell him when to come to bed. now i am hoping that now his cousin is home today that he will come to bed a good time now. i could just kick myself for not being able to say anything to him. last time i said anything  we went through this thing wherehe would say he was in his prime, i looked like i had gained extra weight. alot of things you don't want to hear, so i just keep to myself. what else can i do?i just made it easy on myself and sent him a e-mail so i could save a argument. anyone who could help?

[Bearsjen]

Jan. 21, 2009 at 7:29 PM

you are perfect how you are.never let a man say you are not-it's his opinion and anyone who says somethinglike that to you....he doesn't deserve you girl.good luck honey and try not to b so soad.(hugs)