Do You ever feel Ugly?

[tiriedmom]

 Ok Girls,

Do you ever feel like your ugly and just need a massive makeover?   Thats how i've been feeling for a very long time. You know i've been sick since july 08, i try and my hair and makeup but my gosh i just feel so rough, like i can hardly do anything and then i just end up saying screw it.  After my surgery on the 19th i'm going to start my tanning again, get my nose pierced again, i want to get new makeup somehow. And just be my old self again. But right now its all about taking all this flippin medication and being almost bed ridden, its driving me flippin CRAZY!!  Ok i guess i'm done feeling sorry for myself. LOL

Loves ya all!!

[momofapreemie]

Feb. 1, 2009 at 12:36 AM

melissa, you are entitled to feel sorry for yourself after all you are going through.  i know tanning always made me feel better.  you'll get yourself together, so don't fret.  i know alot of times these days i look at myself and feel ugly, like what happened to me?  i also take alot of medications and i'm very depressed and don't even give a shit most of the time.  but then there are the days when i look at myself and say, 'what in the hell happened to me?', ya know?  you'll be better soon. 

~blue

[sassyhettel]

Feb. 1, 2009 at 12:44 AM

I always feel like this in the winter.  I usually pack on a couple of extra pounds from being stuck in the house and there is really no where to go, so whats the point of putting on makeup.  Once spring comes along it feels so refreshing, and I start to feel better about myself which motivates me to lose the winter weight I gained and actually do my hair and makeup!  I know exactly how you feel:-)  Spring is coming soon....a time for new beginnings.  You will start to feel better about yourself then!