Just how I feel

[thewonderdoll]

Ok so I feel like venting and so here I go. Well I'm starting to feel like I'm not good enough again. Like I feel like I can't do anything right and like I'm not worth as much in my relationship or something. Idk maybe its me or maybe I watched to many disney channel movies and so i expect something different. I just feel like there is this underlined well I already found someone that I would do anything for so now I'm just in a relationship and I care and love you but not enough to treat you exactly like you think I should. Just enough to make you feel like I care when I'm not angry and then when I am I will just act however I want. But idk maybe I'm being a baby about. Who knows. Just felt like venting my feelings. Thanks for reading.

[eyezofblue76]

Feb. 1, 2009 at 2:46 PM

yeah unfortunately alot of us feel this way.  Like were only good for certain things, like cleaning and taking care of the kids or an occasional romp in the sack.....  I am soooo tired of feeling sorry for myself, that I think changes are gonna be made.  I have to realize that my happiness has to come before anyone elses, or noone around me will be truly happy either.  I hope this helps in a round about way...I'm never good at sorting through problems I'd rather just ignore them.