Could We Be Expecting Again??

[lindz221]

My boyfriend, Joe and I are having a lot of financial issues right now.  We have a beautiful 3 1/2 month old son, who means the world to both of us.  I never wanted to be a mommy, and even when I was pregnant, I wasn't sure if I could pull it off.  The moment I saw Carter, though, I knew it was going to be ok!  He is amazing, and I feel like I was supposed to have him, that's why it took me so long.  :)  Well, Joe and I were intimate before my 6 week check up, and had a scare then.  I was so relieved by how heavy my period was!!  Since then, I've been on birth control.  However, I missed three days, and had to start over.  During the week thatI was taking the pills, when you're not supposed to have sex, we did.  We used the PO method though.  Both of us know that it's no form of birth control, but figured that it was better than nothing.  Unfortunately, now, when I'm supposed to have my period, it was super light and now, non-existant.  I have been cramping, and since this is only my second period after the birth of my son, I'm hoping that I'm just uber irregular.  I sent my boyfriend to go and pick up a pregnancy test today.  Although we had talked about having another child, it was going to be a few years down the road, when our financial situation is a little better.  I'm so stressed right now.  *sigh*  I don't know what to do, but I suppose that the universe works in mysterious ways. 

I took a pregnancy test, and I'm not pregnant, but I would like to have another baby at some point...just not right this second.