For the Love of a Child

[Lucyboo2]

 

 

When I was growing up, I pretty much knew I would have kids one day. I was never the babysitter type, I only watched my little brother. But I did like them, and wanted to have that experience in my life. Wow, the things I didn't know! For one, I will never, ever regret the decision to have my children. I may complain from time to time, but man, I wouldn't be whole without my kids. They are the driving force in my life. They are part of my highest highs, and help bring me out of my lowest lows.

I watch my daughter, Taylor and am amazed at the little person she has become. I used to get so frustrated with her, to the point of crying even. But then I step back and realize she's just showing us glimpses of the independant, strong, beautiful woman she will someday become. I worry constantly that I'm doing "everything right" for her, and she's actually showing me that I am. Parenting is a job with immediate rewards, of that, I am certain.

Logan is the perfect example I can think of when I tell people who don't have children, "It's like wearing your heart outside of your body." We have a connection so strong, that sometimes I think it's actually visible. Being my youngest, and last, I have relished every moment of his "babyhood". The way he gives me that little hop and a smile when he knows he has learned something new. The way he throws his shoulders back and struts around the house with confidence. And of course, the 1/2 inch pouty lip that tells the world he is unhappy. This is my little man!! And he is great!

I could write all day long the love I have for my children, but there aren't enough words in the world to describe it all. One thing I know, absolutely nothing in this world compares to the love of a child, and I thank God as often as I can that he has included me in this special group called "mommy".