Thanks you to all who have visited

[pockets1968]

I just thought I would start this off by thanking everyone for checking in on me and seeing how I am or just for leaving alittle message from time to time to let me know you are all still here checking up on me.

I am working on healing i feel very alone somedays I want to pick up the phone and call her and see what is going on but I can't call her, So i spend another day dealing with my anger and heartache hoping to make sense of her life being cut short. I have yet to find some answers but I didn't think I would so soon. I am trying to get her website up and start trying to find my answers hopefully some time soon I will get it done but most days I am just tired and need to rest.

I will let everyone know when I have the website up as I know I need to try and inform others of the ppcm and try and save lives as that is the only thing that will make this better for me and help give justice to Mandi and Karson.

See you all soon

Kim

[grandmomma5]

Feb. 8, 2009 at 12:09 PM

My heart aches for you pockets; I don't know what I would do without my daughters.  Yeah, we fuss & disagree but that's because they were raised to stand up for what they think & feel, not necessarily what others do.  The only way I could get thru it , this I know would be with God by my side, which I'm sure you have.  Thank you so much for sending them to ride on Libby Lu's shoulder & get her thru her surgery & the after effects.  She really thought that was sweet & took it very much to heart, as we all believe this is possible.  I pray that you feel the comfort & love of God, as he is the only one who can truly touch your soul.  I love you girl, if you ever need a shoulder you have one here.  Love, hugs & prayers, Sheila

[wifedoll]

Feb. 12, 2009 at 1:29 AM

I have lost 3 of my precious children and still have my days where I don't think I'll make it but by the grace of God, I do. My ex-husband caused my 1st son, Douglas' death by shaking him at 3.5 mths old; he went into a coma, came out of it 3.5 weeks later blind, deaf, severely brain damaged and requiring a feeding tube until his death at not quite 13 mths of age. I kept looking for a reason but finally figured out that there was nothing reasonable about what happened to my son. Don't drive yourself crazy looking for the reasons why the doctors didn't catch her PPCM early enough to save her and Karson because you may never have those reasons this side of Heaven. You have been in my prayers since your DD and Grandson passed away and I know that God will sustain you and provide for your every need during this difficult time. I'm here is you need someone to talk to or just need me to listen. Sending love your way...Karen

[dawn81700]

Feb. 24, 2009 at 1:12 PM

 I know this doesnt help but I am so so sorry for your loss. I just read your journals and I can not begin to imagine your pain. If you need someone to talk to  I am here and please let us know when you get your website up.