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Life, or something like it....
- Feb 14, 2009 at 8:20 AM
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Yes, I know it's a movie title. It just seems fitting. I sit here, at 7 am wondering what the hell I am doing awake. I am having a serious bout of RLS. My legs are killing me, my pelvis hurts and I have been up since 4 am. Becka has been up since 5. Why? Fuck if I know?! Nothing is wrong, she's just awake. So TV is on. Yes, bad mother moment but honestly, I can't handle her right now with my exhaustion and irritability and pain. I at least got her breakfast lol, go me! :)
Today is Valentine's day, joy. I am so not excited. Our tax refund was suppose to be in Yesterday. It wasn't, and still isn't here today. We did direct deposit and Alex has checked our act info on the tax site we used and it's all correct. We just don't have it. So my dinner plans are not going to happen and if taxes aren't here by Wednesday I will have to cancel my trip to FL. We just wont have the money for gas to get there without it. It really sucks something awful. I am also upset because all Alex cares about is his motorcycle that he was suppose to get today with the tax money. That is what's going to make him upset, not the fact that I have been looking forward to a family date night, first in a long time.. he doesn't seem concerned about that. Just his bike, and it hurts. That is his gift though. I did get him a very nice card, which is probably more then he did for me. I also got Becka a cute little bear and card. Nothing big, but it's special and she is already fond of it! It was on the table this AM and she was soo excited about it!
I was looking forward to buying the birth kit too, and that will have to wait. While it's not of immediate importance I just want to get it all. Gah. Stupid IRS being slow. We filed forever ago. It better be in soon!
Over all things have been great :) I love being pregnant. The hormones are nuts, last night I cried because we weren't going to be able to go to Olive Garden tonight lol.. how sad is that? I didn't let Alex see me though.. I try and not show him I get sad about things. Why? I don't know.. I just like to cry alone lately.. I also got my first preggers comment at the grocery store yesterday. The cashier was shocked that I wasn't due until may. I was so "big" and carrying so "low" lol.. gotta love people! :) It's funny! I would also like to add that yesterday was military payday unless you bank with USAA... so the commissary was not fun. Thankfully Alex was home with Becka. :)
I have probably written more than I needed to lol. I am just tired, and sad a bit. I have been looking forward to tonight all week. Something as trivial as a dinner out with the family can be really important if you haven't done anything nice in awhile. Looks like I don't even get a break from cooking on Valentine's Day haha.
On a much happier note, February 16 will be SIX years from the day Alex asked me to "be his girlfriend" lol.. It's an anniversary of sorts. :) It's pretty cool that we have been together for 6 years now, and we have a wonderful child, a happy marriage, and another baby on the way! I love my life! :)
Comments:
I think at the least, your DH can cook dinner for you on Valentine's Day! Even if it's just grilled cheese! lol. That sucks about your money. I hope you get it by Wednesday. If it makes you feel better, I would cry over Olive Garden too! And I'm not even preggo! :)
I had restless legs first pregnancy, magnesium may have helped but the best thing for me is a heating pad wrapped around my calves, throughout the night.
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Congrats on 6 years! I'm sorry you didn't get your $$ and have to cook on valentines (hugs) I hope the day brightens up and you have a wonderful day
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