i seriously want to sit in the corner and cry

[chris-s-wife]

well, this is basically everything thats happened in the last few weeks all added up. most of you know my concerns with possibly being pg again. went to see my ob. she  checked me and my pee. cause they dont do blood samples.. and as i thought, just like at home with hpt i came up negative. but i got her to schedule me an u/s(intro vaginal) yay.. lol but then i have been having issues with my sex life for like the last 4 months. or should i say lack their of. i cant have sex. it hurts so bad. no matter what i do. position change, more lube.. any and everything still hurts! so the dr exams me after i tell her what hurts, how it feels and where. and she was so rough i wanted to cry! it was like look bitch. i just told you that shit hurt.... why would you tug on it! wtf right! like sex hurts on entry right around the perinium area, and the majority hurts inside too. but she said. everytings fine my vag looks normal.. so who the fuck knows. so she then tells me to take tylenol for pain releif b4 we have sex!!!! like WTF! * hey baby if u wannna have sex tonight, tell me so i can take some tylenol 30 mins ahead of time*.. and there goes the romance factor, right out the door. i wont know whats going on with me till tuesday after my u/s.. cuz as of right now. its getting worse. now theirs alot of pain and discomforts. especially when i eat. make it hard to breath and everything feels like its right like.. idk.. you know how when your so pg, and u eat and it feels like it sitting right under your ribs.. i get that feeling. so my valentines day blew ass. i cried. i just want my life back. my sex life doesnt exist. my husbands gonna end up leaving me i know it! no guy can be married or tied down to a woman who cant put out... or thats how i feel atleast... otherwise i got to run. my SIL lil girl she sits just busted her toe open! yum!

[Phantomtomcat]

Feb. 15, 2009 at 11:02 PM

Im sorry hunni, I hope you figure it out! if it helps, i'm having the same problems, but i dont go to the dr till the 25th! I will keep my fingers crossed for y ou! *hugs*