I had my last baby on feb 5th.A girl named  Jamyra Dee.She was 7 lbs 11.8 oz.19 1/2 inches long.4 days after i turned 23.It was a great and painful experience.So heres how that went.I called my SIL to bring me to the mall to walk around,it was my due date and still no baby.I was sad,and miserable.I barely could walk,and my back was killing me.And the painful contractions;that were doing nothing,were driving me crazy.So we went to the mall and walked for 3 hrs.We stopped at a chinese massage place and my SIL paid so i can get a 10 min massage.It was the best massage i've ever gotten.So like half an hr later,i had to pee,so we walked to the bathrooms.That's when i realized i lost my plug,with blood in it.So i freaked and i told the girls and they got all excited and said lets walk for a lil bit and go home.

 

                     So i get to the house and peed again and there it was again.Another chunk of my plug.So im really getting nervous,and i told Johnny the baby was coming either tonite or tomorrow.At 10:00 pm my contractions were starting to get my attention cuz they were getting stronger.So my SIL started timing them,they were getting closer as the time went by.They kept telling me to call my dr,but i refused to get sent home.So at almost 3 am i couldn't take the pain so i told Johnny to call the Dr.He said to go in.So i took a shower and went to the hospital.

 

                             When i got to the hospital i was 3 1/2 cm.So im thinking im going home.The nurse said to walk around the hospital for an hr and they'll check me again.I walked with my 2 SILs and my mom and my husband.WE went to friendlys cuz i was hungry.An hr and a half later i went back to the room.Got checked and i was 4 1/2 cm.So i get really nervous.The nurse said she was gonna call my dr and see what he says.So i waited in there with my mom.My SILs left and Johnny went home to get Jaylyn ready for school.SO at 7:30 am i got admitted.My mom blew up Johnny's phone calling him.So he finally picks up and my mom exagerrates and tells him they're taking me upstairs to push.He freaks and forgets about getting Jaylyn ready for school and calls a cab to bring him back to the hospital.Jaylyn and Josh stood with his sister.

 

                           So they're bringing me upstairs and im starting to beleive that im gonna have a baby.Im really really nervous,scared, happy, excited everything at once.My pain was getting bad cuz i was swearing.I kept telling my mom i wanted Johnny,get him here now.She called him and he said he was downstairs he was coming right up.the pain was so horrible cuz they gave me pitocin.i was at 6 cm and the nurses kept trying to convince me to get the epidural.Im terrified of needles so that was hard on me.So the nurses said if i was gonna get it to do it now cuz it wasn't gonna happen later.So as scared as i was of it i got it.Johnny was making fun of me later because as soon i i seen the anestheseologist i started crying like a baby.The guy says to me laughing,but i dont even have anything lol.I didnt care lol.I just wanted it over with.So here i am crying non stop and Johnny and the nurses were trying to calm me down.Then he poked me with a pen to make me think it was the needle.I jumped and thas when he stuck me.That was smart of him lol.So hes telling me all this shit i dont understand.Then he asks if i hear a ringing in my ear.Im thinking OMG im gonna die if i hear that ringing lol.Im waiting for the ringing all paranoid but i never heard it.

 

                        i started to feel the epidural working.only half my body was numb and i still felt the contractions,wich were so painful,but it eased the pain.I was in another world.Then i got checked and i dont remember what they said.THen the dr came and he checked me and i was 10 cm.i was scared so i pushed the button for more drugs.The dr left to go change and when he came back he broke my water with the amnio hook.I was so scared.Johnny took the camera and got ready to record.When the head was crowning OMG i felt the worst pain ever! I was pushing and stopping cuz i was scared of the pain.Then they said shes almost here push a little more.So i pushed and pushed just wanting her to come out so the pain would go away.then there it was.My 3rd baby's first cries.i cried and so did Johnny and my mom.As soon as she came out they put her on my chest,and all i said was she's so beautiful.And i held her while they were cleaning her and i cried.I was so releived and so emotional.All i could do was stare at her.Now my family's complete.And after this i dont want any more kids.I did,but it made me change my mind lol.The kids are so happy with her.They love her so much.And they ask alot of questions.Like,Why does the baby sleep so uch?lol.They wanna play with her but not until shes bigger.I love my husband more than ever now.He's the best dad and he gave me 3 beautiful kids.And i dont regret having any of them.

 

                          Well this is my 3rd delivery confession.I hope to hear some from you guys.And dont ever think that being scared of labor is a crime.And whoever says they werent scared,are probably lying lol.

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Feb. 18, 2009 at 11:37 PM

Awww, she is so beautiful. Here is one for you. When I had my 5th son, the Dr. came in and broke my water. We got to the delivery room, waiting on the Dr. the nurse tells me push. My water finished breaking, ALL OVER HER! My husband exclaims, "Baby you peed on her!" laughing. The Dr. gets there, push, this time as I pushed I could see his face and thought, oh no he has his Daddy's nose. One more push ad he was out. By now the nurse is cleaned up and looks at the time and starts to ask the doctor, how do we bill this. You see, the delivery room is billed on 15 minute intervals. Delivery took 4 minutes. He was a beautiful boy who is now 14 years old. lol

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redpearl
Nov. 14, 2009 at 9:55 AM I read your journal entry. It sounds very scary. You did a good job though. What happen to not wanting anymore? : )

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