Tomorrow I have to bury my little girl, Lexi. I can't believe this is happening. I am aching in places I didn't know I had inside me. She was healthy one minute and then the next couple of days my little girl is dead. It doesn't make any sense. I know the doctors did everything they could do but that's of little comfort to me at this point in time. My baby is gone. I will never hug or kiss her again. How can life go on after something like this? I get up in the morning because I have a husband and another daughter who needs me but all I want to do is cry. My heart feels like it is being ripped in my chest. I would never wish this on my worst enemy. I can't believe my baby is gone. I know she is safe in the arms of Jesus but I would rather her be here  in my arms. Life just doesn't make sense anymore.

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mom2e...
Feb. 19, 2009 at 7:42 AM

I am soo sorry honey!! Things will get better!! You and ur family are in my prayers!!

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davec...
Feb. 19, 2009 at 7:55 AM

I'm so sorry . My Heart hurts for you. I will pray for you in this time , know that she is always looking own on you , and is always around. ((((HUGS))))

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Sharpcat
Feb. 19, 2009 at 10:06 PM

i'm so sorry for your loss.....i lost my daughter too, when she was just a month old. i know how bad it hurts, and there's not much anyone can say to make you feel better. stay strong, keep taking one breath at a time, and putting one foot in front of the other. the hurt will never go away, but it will get easier to deal with over time. big hugs to you.....i'm so sorry.

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sunfl...
Feb. 20, 2009 at 2:19 PM

I am so sorry.  I wish words could make the pain any better for you.  Just know that you have people who are praying for you!

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MaryJ...
Feb. 20, 2009 at 2:28 PM

I am so sorry this happened, I will keep you in my prayers.

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caret...
Feb. 20, 2009 at 2:30 PM

so sorry this happened, you and your family are in my prayers

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Mezmer
Feb. 20, 2009 at 2:32 PM

Coming from experience...No words can take the pain away.  I'm sorry for your family's loss.

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MrsBeck
Feb. 20, 2009 at 2:36 PM

I don't even know you at all but just reading this has brought tears to my eyes.  What can one even say at a time like this?  I will pray for you dear.hugs

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loveb...
Feb. 20, 2009 at 2:37 PM

I am so sorry for you. My heart aches for you just reading this. I wish there were some magic words that we could say that would make it all better. Just know that people are keeping you and your family in their prayers.

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possu...
Feb. 20, 2009 at 2:40 PM

i am so sorry for your loss.

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