just here

[dawn14]

My moods have been drastically swinging for the last few weeks!  Hubby & I had a pregnancy scare but aunty flow came just a few days late.  My baby girl is going thru another ear infection added to the joys of teething & I am not getting much sleep.  Hubby is still not working because of this crazy weather so money is back to being tight...looking like i might not be able to afford to move us out of parents house just yet & father-in-laws health getting worse, also found out my dad will be needing another back surgery along with the surgeries he is supposed to have on his shoulder & neck (all from an old workers comp injury).  Work is work I am just grateful to have a job today & hope I do tomorrow. I am missing my sister in RI who is pregnant with my niece & due in march & I am terrified I wont get to see them anytime soon! I also am missing my very best friend who moved to Oregon at the end of January!  I miss our lunch dates & talking about baby stuff (her son is just 3 weeks younger than my baby girl)  Tho we talk on the phone its just not the same.  I love the new friends I have made and am looking forward to this weeks BBQ.  I am just so overwhelmed with everything that sometimes I feel like I am spinning out of control & other days I just want to crawl under the covers with my baby & dissapear from the world.  My Hubby just doesnt always get it so I just needed a place to put all out there away from me.  Thanks to anyone who takes the time to read my jumbled thoughts.