My calling and Testimony of Jesus Christ

[Jacquij46]

My Calling from the Lord Jesus Christ

And Testimony of Jesus Christ

The Call of Jeremiah

The word of the LORD came to me, saying,

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."

"Ah, Sovereign LORD," I said, "I do not know how to speak; I am only a child."

But the LORD said to me, "Do not say, 'I am only a child.' You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you.  Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the LORD.

Then the LORD reached out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me, "Now, I have put my words in your mouth. See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant."

Dear Brothers and sisters in the Lord

I am writing with a message that has laid on my heart since 1990 and it has had to wait 19 years for the time it will either be received or not. Either way my heart is heavily burdened yet again that this is the time this message must be written and sent.

Many of you who have passed by the writings the Lord has given me have been wonderful encouragers, praying for me and have been a blessed time and time again and truly this is so appreciated and I am uplifted.  I had no idea at all through lack of confidence and unworthiness what my calling was, although I knew I had one.  I was not in a position to step out; it was simply not the time.

Now is the time.  Many words I put out remember are not from me but from the Mouth of the Lord Jesus Christ the true Spirit of Prophecy.  I am going to offend a lot of people, maybe even those who support what the Lord is doing through me.  Some of you might even delete me and never speak to me again and to this end I take the risk of such offence.

I am truly here in this life to serve my Lord Jesus Christ and yes it is hard as my natural flesh wants to please man but to serve Jesus Christ I have to lay this down and speak the Truth.  Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life.

Many of you might even know that I have had a visitation from the Lord Jesus himself back in 2004.  The Truth is I first met the Lord back in 1990 but did not realise, or rather the Lord did not reveal Himself to me until 2004 when I met Him again, only then did the mind comprehend some of what He wanted me to know for myself and to share with those who love the Lord Jesus Christ in years to come.

Some of you know I came from an abused background.  Yes it was an organised paedophile ring from when I was under five years old.  But also attached to the ring was witchcraft and Satanism, memories blocked until 7 years ago.

In 1990 I was in Brighton, England when I went to a ‘deliverance ministry'.  All I knew was I had been told I had demons in me and I wanted to get rid of them.

I saved up my money, which I have never done in my life, in faith and camped in a tent with my prayer warrior Christian friend of 5 years.  There were 2,000 people there.  It was for 4 days intensive healing.

Nothing prepared me for what I saw.  I had been a Christian some three years but the way was paved to go to this conference.

On the Wednesday morning the man and wife whose car we travelled in that day to the conference (we never knew each day how we were going to get to the conference) said ‘God is going to be with you today'.  I knew something was going to happen.  I even sat in a different place and on a different side to what I normally sat in over the last 2 or 3 days.   I was also all in green and part of my healing has been to deal with my aversion for green, it is still there and I cannot even paint with it, still more healing.

I was aware of a man that sat in front of me.  Everyone sang a few worship songs and then we read from a sheet with various  scriptures on them for healing.  I became very agitated and very sick and wondered what was up with me, I had to go to the bathroom I felt so ill.

When I came back from the bathroom wondering if I was going to pass out I went out for ministry, the call for healing had been made.  I stepped out in faith.  In a shaky voice I said I had witchcraft in my family.  By this time I was shaking all over and couldn't keep my feet still at all.  As soon as the the people to minister deliverance came to me to pray, which was just one to start with and then I was surrounded.   I was propelled to the floor screaming my head off and snarling like some mad woman.  Inside of me I was crying thinking what was happening to me.  Everyone was watching me and I felt like I was back in the paedophile ring again!  I was terrified.

Then as I looked up, on the outside of the ring of these people speaking in tongues and prayers I didn't understand,  stood the very man who had sat in front of me.  He was quiet and standing very still and was looking straight at me with such compassion. I kept looking at Him all the time whilst I was crying and screaming, I was so frightened and in shock to be honest.  Still this man stood quiety on the outside not attached to the people surrounding me.

When they had finished praying with me they left me but still on the floor. I felt really stupid and humiliated.  I managed to stagger back to my chair. 

There was no-one around except the man who had sat in front of me.  He was now sat in front of me again in the same chair and me in mine.  Then I  had this incredible urge to tap him on the shoulder to ask him a question.  I didn't know what the question was until the words came out of my mouth.

I tapped him on his shoulder, he turned around to look at me and I said ‘Have you seen anything like this before?'  His answer was brief  ‘No'.

I was puzzled about this and it stayed with me for the next 14 years, the horror and confusion of what had happened to me.  This man met me throughout the conference at different times.  He just stood with me and my friend Val.  I was transfixed by the light shining from his face.  I was dumbstruck.  In my innocence I just asked if he would like some of my sandwiches, but he didn't but still stood with us.  I asked his name and he said it was Daniel.  Then I asked him where he lived and he said Leicester. This happened to be the next county to where I came from.  It was to be 14 years later that I met a man called Lester who the Lord would use to bring about the recovered memories of my abuse in the paedophile ring.  The Lord knew in advance what was going to happen to me.  His presence was just so amazingly holy and just so beautiful.

It was to be 14years later that the Lord revealed to me it was Him, Jesus.

You might be wondering what this message is all about but I am here to tell you and I heard it from the horse's mouth - meaning Jesus Christ himself that the ‘deliverance ministry' is NOT from the Lord.  It is an amazing deception of Satan.  Nothing should replace the cross whatsoever, everything should be focused on the cross of Jesus Christ and that by His stripes we are healed ALONE!  Only through repentence ALONE!

That day I was delivered from some demons that had tormented me since childhood and because Jesus was there and His Presence I was delivered.  He prevented the demons from speaking out because of His Presence.

The Lord laid very heavy on my heart tonight to send this message out whether it be received or not.

AGAIN THE MESSAGE IS THE DELIVERENCE MINISTRY IS NOT FROM THE LORD!

SEEK HIS FACE, SEEK HIM ON THIS AND HE WILL TELL YOU.  SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH AND HE WILL REVEAL THIS TO YOU.

God bless love Jacqui xx

 

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[tyme4me2day]

Feb. 24, 2009 at 11:27 PM

Im listening...