feeling blue & alone

[dawn14]

now dont get me wrong I count my blessings everyday & I love my family & I am so glad that we are all healthy & together.  I just have these days when nothing seems to make me happy & today is one of them I hope that as usual writing it all down will make me feel better.  I feel completely abandoned & forgotten.  My best friend moved to Oregon last month & since then i feel like i have nobody to turn to for anything. my hubby is great but he is a man & doesnt like to just sit around talking about feelings and stuff that usually goes along with girl talk.  Everyone including me has very busy lives right now & I feel I am the only one trying to spend time with them. nobody ever calls me to see what i am doing or to make plans with me & when I invite them over or to do lunch or whatever I always here from each & every one of them that they are busy or sorry i already made plans.  I have been feeling blue & fighting off a depression for the last month (its not the baby blues) cause my baby is 9 months already, but sometimes I just want to go home and hide from everyone & everything.  I am tired of having to go home and clean the whole house every night before I can rest.  I have been so tired I havent even devoted anytime to my crafts & I have my first boutique in 3 weeks.  I hope I am just going thru a phase.

as always if read my garbled post thanks for your time :)