My biggest wish

[zachysmommy04]

Other then good health and happiness for my family, My one true wish right now is to have another child. My son is going to turn 5 in a couple of days and since he has been 3 I have been earning for another child. My only true calling in this world is to be a mom. I work because I have to but believe me if they paid moms to stay home I would be first on the list. I love being with my son. I actually loved getting up in the middle of the night with him. Just me and him alone. Since my son was born I have only gone out with friends a hand full of times. I love just being with him. I love the whole routine. I was a only child and I don't want him to be like me. If I had the money back when he was born I would have loved to have another one right after him. I only want to bring a child in this world if I can 110%  provide for him. I admit I spoil my son. I am a big kid at heart. I love to watch cartoons and play games. My husband keeps saying " I want to have one in the future" Sorry  but I don't want to have a 10 year old and a newborn. I someday in the future want to have the kids leave the nest and I want to travel.  Hopefully he will come around soon. I told him that if he won't give me one that I am taking a turkey baster and getting my own baby. I thought that would get his attention. Maybe god will bless me soon. I would love to hold a baby in my arms again.