Right now I'm very very upset. I feel like I just want to walk the 2 miles and screm at all of the construction workers and the stupid bitches that work for the Goodman Company. Today at this very moment they are finally knocking the apartment down 3 months after the fire but there are still blongings in there and it's sad to think yearbooks, jewelery boxes, and other sentimental items are being torn apart by people who hardly give a damn. Yea so what we got a $17,000 donation. For us to even recieve that fucking check our property had to be signed over otherwise they wouldn't have given it to us. I always wonder if all of the residents refused to sign over their things, what would they have done just not given any one their checks. Besides the company wasn't even the one who made the million $$$ donation. Residents helped as well. We were forced to give our stuff up to start a new life. I am really fucking mad and I don't think I'm wrong for feeling this way.  I swear Mondays are bad luck or at least for me because I never have anything or hardly ever have anything good happen to me on Monday's. Such as the fire occured on a Monday and today they are knocking down the building. Also the first 4 Mondays my sister would always skip school and would yell and scream at me if I asked her to do something and that would wake Lacie up so I'd have to deal with her whining. I'm sick of shit happening. I had wrote a previous journal the one that was suppose to be to Santa and I had wrote that I just wanted to be at HOME with my FAMILY which was opposite of the Christmas I had actually got. I officially hate Christmas because not even 2 years ago we were homeless during Christmas and I cried all day then too. Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's just still funny (sarcastic) how the fire department is located right across the street and yet it took them 15 mins to respond and when they got there they acted like nothing was even going on. They claimed that they couldn't find the hot spot although you could see the smoke coming out of the 2nd floor apt right of the laundry room. Are they really that stupid or did they just not care? I'd sure like to know wha the fuck was intheir little heads at the point. It's also funny how they had inspected the building December 2nd but 20 days later it's gone. Also the company treated some workers like crap. Claiming that they quite when they had been laid off because they were'nt needed anymore because now there's only one building. The property manager acted like a little snob sometimes too when we asked for our belongings. One women who worked with the Goodman Group treated me like I was stupid because I asked if they could get the cradle out for us (belongs to Grandma Schintgen and is 57 years old) but she said no and made this statement "Why would you want to put your baby in it anyway?" Do you think I'm dumb? I wouldn't do that I think I know we wanted it because it was a family heirloom, stupid wench. They did eventually take it out for us after we bugged them enough.

Sorry everyone I'm just angry. I don't know what to do because there's nothing that I can do about the situation and I have to say this because this is how I feel "Oh the land of the slaves and the home of the cowards." Personally that's what America has turned into. Everyone is full of bullshit lies or excuses. People have to work hard to get no where and pay taxes to build unneccesary roads or buildings that have no use. Hmmmm...and we're in an economic crisis because of what reason???

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jblue...
Mar. 11, 2009 at 5:33 AM

 MAN, I DON'T BLAME YOU FOR BEING ANGRY. THATS A HORRIBLE THING TO GO THROUGH! ACTUALLY, I GIVE YOU A LOT OF CREDIT B/C I WOULD HAVE BEEN SCREAMING LIKE A FUCKIN BANSHEE UNTIL THEY GAVE ME EVERY FUCKING THING THAT I WANTED OUT OF MY APT. IS IT COLD WHERE YOU LIVE? LET ME KNOW HOW YOUR DOING TODAY.    JOYCE

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