Now i'm depressed.  I feel it. i recognize it. i know what it is.  I can't change it.  I try to not let it affect me, the way i act, what i do, in my daily life, yet it can't be helped.  I hate it.  It conflicts with what i know in my heart to be truth.  I fear.  paranoia kicks in.  I feel lost and alone.  I feel like you hate me.  I feel like I'm merely tolerated..............................

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3gift...
Mar. 10, 2009 at 12:03 PM

Just keep it in your head what you already know.. We all love you!! How about this.. You put up with my crap, and I put up with yours. That is why we are such good friends. LOL maybe we should have another MNO. Adam can take it again.. LOL

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CaliL...
Mar. 10, 2009 at 12:17 PM

Before anyone tells me to seek help, get meds, or anything, I am bipolar, already on med's etc, and this is just a normal part of what i am.  I cycle through phases. manic, and depressive.  hence the bipolar aka term manic depressive.  Thank you, that is all. Good day sir!

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