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Been gone for a while. I think I may be back.
- Mar 11, 2009 at 1:17 AM
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Hi everyone.
Well, I've been absent from CafeMom for a long while. Been busy with some other things that have consumed a lot of my time, besides being wife and mom. I did some trading for a bit, closed down my website, started with Avon, and now in college for criminal justice.
My boys have gotten bigger and more independent now. Tyler starts school this year. I have no idea how I will cope with him not here with me. I'm ready for him to start but I don't want to leave him with strangers. Thats the hardest part, I think. Just can't fanthom the idea of someone else being responsible with my baby.
Marriage right now is a circus gone wrong. With the cost of cigarettes going up and hubby facing having to quit things are going awry. Ugh! Sometimes I really wish I could just pack the boys up and leave. But, what will I do with school if I left. I don't want to quit and end up at a dead end job making nothing. Heck, I probably wouldn't make enough to cover child care if I left right now. Aggravating.
Now that I have that out in the open I guess I will try some sleep. Currently it is 12:15 a.m. and I'm still up and playing on my iPod. How lame is that?
Well, I've been absent from CafeMom for a long while. Been busy with some other things that have consumed a lot of my time, besides being wife and mom. I did some trading for a bit, closed down my website, started with Avon, and now in college for criminal justice.
My boys have gotten bigger and more independent now. Tyler starts school this year. I have no idea how I will cope with him not here with me. I'm ready for him to start but I don't want to leave him with strangers. Thats the hardest part, I think. Just can't fanthom the idea of someone else being responsible with my baby.
Marriage right now is a circus gone wrong. With the cost of cigarettes going up and hubby facing having to quit things are going awry. Ugh! Sometimes I really wish I could just pack the boys up and leave. But, what will I do with school if I left. I don't want to quit and end up at a dead end job making nothing. Heck, I probably wouldn't make enough to cover child care if I left right now. Aggravating.
Now that I have that out in the open I guess I will try some sleep. Currently it is 12:15 a.m. and I'm still up and playing on my iPod. How lame is that?
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