Where I've been and where I am going.

[Autumn07]

The past half year I have been AWOL from cafemom and from the internet for that matter. Some really bad things happened to my family, and I am ashamed to say that I was partly to blame. I am happy to say that my family is still intact and my husband and I are still together.

I have been a fool. I have been lost. I have been angry and sad. When I was at my lowest and when I thought that I had no more strength to go on, the Lord was there for me. He came to be with me when I was alone. I read another journal today where 2 Corinthians 7:9&10 was quoted. I had never read that one (being a fairly new Christian) and it brought tears to my eyes. I am so happy that out of my sorrow and evil trying to break my family, that I have found He who loves me. God has worked miracles in my life.

I am still struggling with things, and today I have found strength through other women's journal posts. I see posts where others need to hear good and encouraging things. That is what I am using cafemom for.

We are now in a spot where we have to make a decision about our future. I know who will be guiding me. :)

Galatians 2:20 - I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

[jennanicole]

Mar. 12, 2009 at 2:35 PM

Awesome !!

[MemawBrie]

Mar. 12, 2009 at 2:41 PM

PTL and welcome back!  One of the blessings of being a Christian is that when we realize we're going the wrong way...God allows U-turns ;-} 

Proverbs 24:16 tells us: "For a righteous man falls seven times, and rises again, But the wicked stumble in time of calamity."  Hang in there and keep getting back up.

[unci]

Mar. 26, 2009 at 12:13 AM

Hello, I want to praise you for your strength to ask the lord for help, he has been there for me many a time.    a friend,     faith