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Found his birth announcements
- Mar 14, 2009 at 4:17 PM
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Just cleaning today, for after knowing once again we are not expecting, I feel a desire to just clean. As I was going through some of the things on our books case, I noticed a wrinkled paper bag, in it was like 25 birth announcements, of Ole's. I held them, and cried, the memory of the joy of having him, yet the day we lost him came come back vividly. He was our joy, and promise of new life. Now here I am almost a year later, and no closer it seems to having another baby. I look around his room, and there is hope, yet the room sadly has gotten messy. So here am I at a cross road, I am feeling sad, and hurting. The birth announcements have brought on the tears, yet I feel I got to let go of the announcements. So I will keep two for now, and recycle the rest. I can only pray June will be our month to conceive a baby, a good pregnancy, and then after nine month welcome our new child, who will be alive, and healthy.
To all who are trying, currently pregnant, or just had their little blessings, I wish you only the best, and your in my thoughts. I see in you that there is always hope for new life in each and everyone of our lives.
Cynthia
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I know how you feel. I also found my announcements last week and I cried. I put them in a drawer and don't have the heart to throw them out. This coming Tuesday would have been my due date. I'm not sure how it will go. I decided to go to work, it may be easier than staying home alone. God is merciful and has said "ask and it shall be give unto you". I know He hears you...
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