God is so good

[TBKSuperMama]

 Since my youngest son was born in September 2006 I have struggled with depression, I went off of the prozac in 2007 and had been doing much better. In Decmber this depression reared its ugly head again and it has taken a lot of me. I am snappy with my kids, irritable with my husband, just generally not a fun person and I don't want to be that person. In November 2008 we started going back to church and I know its that old devil using this depression to try to keep us out but I am telling him to go.

This week a neighboring church was having revival and the pastor is somewhat of a friend to our family. Their kids are the same ages as ours however we stopped t 2 and they are on the way to #4 now. Anyway, they had prayer last night and I was doing as I usually do, just keeping my seat and praying for those around me until Pastor Jonathan came and pulled me out. When i left, i didn't feel too much different but this morning something has changed.

I got up without the usual feeling of dread and actually wanted to get up. I felt like laughing and playing with the kids instead of fussing at them to hurry up or pick up their toys or whatever. And my car has been acting up but a friend came by and put the part on it for FREE and hopefully it will work. I am giving it over to God. Everything that was seeming like a mountain is now turning into just a little thing and I am so thankful to God for giving it to me.

I just wish that everybody could get a taste of what I got and they would know GOD IS REAL! Look at what he's doing! Hallelujah!!!!!!!!!!!!

[micheledo]

Mar. 20, 2009 at 1:34 PM

Praise the Lord!  I am so glad things are going better for you!