I don't know why but I've been feeling really depressed lately.  I guess I don't have too much to be happy about besides my daughter.  But even then I feel sad that I can't give her what I want or everything she needs.  I dont' know anyone where I live so I come home from school everyday  and get on the computer hoping for some sort of social interaction.  In one of my groups I've lost any respect I've had for certain people because they just talk shit about other people in the group (including me when I didn't even do anything to them), it doesn't bother me it just causes me to lose all respect for them.  I spend all my time worrying about how I'm going to get gas to get to school, what else can I sell? I don't know maybe its the weather that put me in this mood.  I've been thinking about possibly filing for bankruptcy, I owe so much money to various places.  I just got a letter from some "attorneys at law" for an old US bank accout that went negative $780 when I had a joint account with my mom.  Her account was negative $900 so they took all my money, plus more and now my account is negative that much.  My bank account now is negative $150 and my paypal is even negative $24.  I have student loans and medical bills, and some bills that I have no clue where they came from, like a $700 debt for AT&T when I've never even been associated with them!! I tried disputing it but it didn't work.  I don't have the money for a lawyer to file for bankrupcy though.  I dont' know I have so much going on.............

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Mar. 27, 2009 at 7:49 PM

Just remember that there is no debtors jail in America.  What's the worst that can happen?  Sounds like you are on the right path for a better future for you and your daughter.  I'm here if you need some grown up chat time.  :)

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Mar. 27, 2009 at 7:53 PM

I know dear, it is tough out there.  We'll be okay.  Don't worry about a few gals on cafemom, we know it's pretty much just a hen house ;)  I wish you the best *hugs*

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Mar. 28, 2009 at 8:13 AM

Sometimes everything seems to hit all at once,but know that things will get better.  You have a beautiful daughter so try and just enjoy your little blessing.  Sure it is nice to have things, but times are tough.  So try and be strong find some positive energy and just take things day by day.  Dwelling on all the negatives will just bring you down.  Start today as a new day and move forward thinking positive.  Make steps and plans to try and make things better for you and your daughter.  Hang in there and be strong....

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May. 21, 2009 at 1:13 AM

Hi, If you can't do nothing more about money, you just have to try to forget it all the day along to keep your mind on your studies and your lovely baby.

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