Birth Mothers Rock

[SalBac]

I just had one of my favorite discussions about adoption. It's the one that usually starts something like, "What about the... mother?"

I smile sweetly and say, "I am the mother. Are you asking about the birth mother?"

And inevitably they are. Inevitably they're asking, "What's her story? How can she give her baby away? Why doesn't she want it? Is she on drugs? If she didn't want a child why did she let herself get pregnant?"

I don't mind those questions. Well, I've gotten used to them, anyway, and I believe that most people ask out of confusion or ignorance, not nastiness. But still, I'm working for the day when "What about the birth mother?" means "How is she doing? Did she have any medical complications? Is she with her family or the birth father? Does she have a post-adoption support system in place? Is she at peace with her decision? Is she OK?"

That would be awesome. Because birth mothers are as much mothers as any other women who have delivered children. Birth mothers get pregnant and share their bodies to give life the same way other women do.
Some birth mothers smoke during pregnancy and some don't.
Some birth mothers do drugs and some don't.
Some birth mothers have multiple partners and some don't.
Some birth mothers use contraception and some don't.
Some birth mothers receive regular pre-natal care and some don't.
Some birth mothers text while driving and some don't.
Some birth mothers get heartburn and hemorrhoids and morning sickness and gestational diabetes and pre-eclampsia and migraines and some don't.

But all birth mothers love their babies.
All birth mothers love the life within them enough to publicly admit their own shortcomings.
All birth mothers risk shame, judgement, grief, loss, misunderstanding, and physical pain to carry a child for someone else.
All birth mothers deserve respect for choosing to give life when it is clearly not the easy choice.

I sometimes wonder what I would have done if I had gotten pregnant as a teen or unmarried young woman. I like to think I would have had the courage and selflessness to make an adoption plan for my baby, but I'm not sure. I'm not at all sure.

So, what about "the mother"? I've jumped right back into the routine of parenting an infant. I'm high on the blessings of two fantastic kids, and with my husband's help (he's fantastic, too) I'm slowly catching up on my sleep.

As for the birth mother, she's healthy, certain, and loved by her family and friends. She's moving forward, and she's very OK.

Thanks for asking.

[roolynn]

Mar. 29, 2009 at 10:47 AM

As an adoptee, I'm pretty sure that you rock, too!  Have fun with those great kids!

[sati769leigh]

Mar. 29, 2009 at 9:09 PM

I am a birth mother and a mother. i was not ready to be a mom when i got pregnant with my second child(oldest child lived with his father) i was young and wild yet. But i loved my baby soo much. i knew, i just knew i could not abort him. I found a GREAT family and we have an open adoption with letters and pics on a regular basis. Do i sometimes still feel heartsick over not being a mom to him myself? yes. but i know i made the right decision with every picture of them smiing and the love in my sons eyes for his brother and parents. They gave him everything I was not ready to give. Now that I am a mom myself i know even more all the better that what i did was right for HIM, my middle son.

[GILMOREFAN2001]

Mar. 30, 2009 at 1:32 AM

Your post made me cry. I myself am a birthmother and mother. I love the little girl I never get to see with all my heart and even though she will be 7 this year, I still cry when I talk about her. I think about her all the time. I wonder what she looks like, what does she like to do, what are her favorite things....and the list goes on. I have gotten those same questions about why I placed her for adoption. My answer is simple. It was the right thing for HER. Not for me. Again, thank you for your post.