I knew one day it would come...

[sherwins.girl]

So I have been divorced for a couple of years and am now happily remarried to the BEST guy ever...

I always knew that one day my ex would find someone else and that when (the once in a blue moon it happens) the boys go out to see him they would meet that new girl in his life...  It kinda makes me sick to my stomach to think of my boys being around another girl who may end up being their 'step mom' one day... It also kinda breaks my heart that they may actually be calling another woman mom someday...

The only reason I know he has a girlfriend now is because I was insanely bored and looked at his myspace page... Normally I try to stay away from anything that involves him but I guess I need to know some things because he is the father to my children (barf)

I dont know...  It just makes me sick to think about it all...  He wants to have them for a week or so in a couple of months and now I just know that they will meet 'her' and it saddens me...  How will I ever be able to deal with it?!?!?  I dont want them calling anyone but me mom...  Maybe I will just tell them they arent allowed  lol 

Oh well.. I guess there isnt much I can do about it.. I dont know what will become of him and this new girl... Maybe shes the weird freak person he needs to be 'happy'...  Her page was private so I know nothing about her... Except that she looks strangely similar to me.. She just better watch herself because if she is ever ugly or mean to my boys I wont hesitate to kick her into oblivian... With how the ex has treated me I have no problem being the crazy pshyco ex wife  he he he...