Wow..

[prmami2b]

I sit here, nearly 1 AM, staring, in awe of my son. He is perfect in every way. I am a mother. What a profound thing. We are responsible for SHAPING A HUMAN BEING. Wow. I am so thankful for Ryan. It is still so unreal. A SON. I am a mother. I worry, ALL THE TIME, for him. i think of him all the time.. even when I am with him. he is the light of my life. He is a testimony to love, purity,  purpose in life, and the greatness of God. There are times when I gaze at him, in disbelief that he is here. I see how he reacts to my voice, my touch. How when he hears his father's voice he looks for him. I am amazed. What a blessing. I feel and see the deep connection I have with this little person, who says nothing and yet we understand eachother. Wow.  After so long, he is here.. I  dreamt of him so many times when I was pregnant, and you know what? He is EXACTLY what I thought he'd be.  This is love unlike any other.I just wanted to express the indescribable feeling of being a mother, and express my joy of being part of the mommy club.. Thank you, Lord, for making me a member!

 

[sunmoonstars]

Apr. 6, 2009 at 5:25 AM

awww he is so cute!

I do the same thing - worry all the time.  marvel at how perfect sarah and abby are.  it's amazing they staed out as nothing... inside me!