wow this is really happening

[mom2b5-28-09]

wow! so as it gets closer im realizing, holy crap, im gonna be a mom. i see a baby and freak out. to go from one extreme to another blows my mind. it was just me and mark and now theres going to be this little being made by 2 people that love each other. what kind of parents are we going to be, whos personality is it going to have. hell is it a boy or girl?! i cant wait to meet this little person, but at the same time, am nervous as hell! and its getting down to the wire here. im 33 weeks! i hope having this baby is as easy as my pregnancy has been. i feel great! i look great, sorry i know a little cocky but for putting on about 22 lbs you gotta have confidance. ive had the best pregnancy! i just hope it doesnt end there. theres just so much to think about. everyone says once you have the baby, your motherly instincts kick right in. i sure hope so. and being away from mark is alot harder than i thought. im not that emotional, but when i am, i wish he was just there to hold me. thats all i want is his warm arms around me. thank god i have my dogs lol! but its not quite the same :) and now that im at my moms, im a half hour away from the hospital. which isnt far, but its still on my mind. what if i have one of those pregnancies that you have a contraction and your 2 cm, then the next one your about to push that baby out. i just want to be prepared, but how can you be! ugh just so much! sorry i just needed to vent a little. i just cant believe im going to have my own family, its crazy!

[Samarella]

Apr. 7, 2009 at 8:44 PM

You have no idea what your in for...  When you hold your new baby in your arms you will finally know what love it all about...  I mean Im sure you love your hubby but the love you have for your child is uncomparable!    Its like having your heart on the outside of your body!  take it all in,  take lots of pictures because you can never go back to this time... also dont blink!