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[KaydensMom99]

yesterday of last year, i sent him off to a long deployment.  today is our anniversary.  it doesn't matter to me that we can't be together on this special day, this year or last year.  what matters is that he's always in my heart, and i know i belong to him always. 

i hear our son's voice playing in the background.  it's sure different from the last deployment when it was just the two of us.  not that this deployment is a breeze, but i have to admit that it's easier on me since i have something and someone to keep me busy all the time like 24/7.  i think it's harder for him cuz he missed out so much of kayden growing up. 

we have a little bit over a month to go and this will be all over.  i never know what it's like to be a normal family in germany since he left 2 days after kayden and i got here.  i've been trying to be so strong and making sure everything in our home is taken care of, and most importantly, kayden is growing up as a healthy and happy child. 

so happy anniversary, baby.  i'm so happy you're in my life.  you complete me in any way, and having our son made our lives just simply perfect.  i might not tell you this all the time, but...i'm a better wife and mom because you love me.   

[taylorsmommy00]

Apr. 8, 2009 at 3:16 PM

Hey you I know how much it sucks having to spend an anniversary alone. Soon tho Art will be there and you'll be trying for baby number 2 :o) So funny I have your anniversary on my phone but I ain't got mine there. HaPpY aNnIvErSaRy!!! Love you

[Lookup2Mom]

Apr. 16, 2009 at 4:24 AM

ur sacrifices will bring big rewards.