There's reason to believe...

[oshinn]

I'm well-known for my paranoia each month about pregnancy, and by paranoia I mean that an hour after I'm due to get my period I get all excited that maybe, just maybe... the BF and I are not trying to get pregnant, and I'm actually scheduled to start BC pills.  But this month I have reason to believe... I just might be.

Things:
-I'm 4 days late (so far) and I've NEVER been this late for my period in months and months... I could say since I started having normal periods again after my miscarriage last year.
-My boobs are threatening to tear themselves from my body and run screaming into the night.  They don't hurt as bad as they did a week ago but they still hurt... that was my first sign last time.
-My worry lately that I've been losing my mind, I realized, comes from the fact that my memory has gone to hell and I've been spacy and dizzy...

Not enough... I know.  First test 2 days after was negative.  I'm going to try again Sunday which will be a week.  If I'm not pregnant it may have happened that my cysts came back... although since I got my period March 10 I don't see how they could have cropped up in that short amount of time.

Jon's got very mixed feelings about this possibility.  He doesn't want a child but he doesn't hate the idea.  It's nothing like last time...

Here's to hoping!