It would have been 2 years ago tomorrow. 4-10-07.  That was my due date for my daughter.  There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of what it would have been like if I didn't lose her 4 months early!  11-24-06.  I seriously miss her.  Isabelle Adams Henry!  I am going to be at the cemetary most of the day tomorrow.  How do you get over losing a baby?  I am such a bad mom.  I haven't been to the cemetary since like Christmas.  It is hard to with a 16 month old active boy.  But I am just venting and getting my thoughts out of my head and written down.

 

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Colts...
Apr. 9, 2009 at 7:13 PM

i am so sorry for your loss

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Samar...
Apr. 9, 2009 at 7:14 PM

I SOOO KNOW YOU PAIN!!!!!!!!  I lost my daughter 2 years and 7 months and 22 days ago!  I know how hard it is when you come up on date that are all you have of your little one!  I know our angels are in Heaven looking down on us! 

hugging

"What a caterpillar calls the end, the rest of the world calls a butterfly"

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cupca...
Apr. 9, 2009 at 8:59 PM

You are not a bad mom. Just because you haven't been to the cemetary as often as you would like doesn't mean you have forgotten your little angel.  She is forever on your mind and forever in your heart.  My sister lost two little angels. They are buried in her home state. For her job she had to move to another state, almost three hours away.  I know she thinks about those babies every single day.

I am sorry for your loss, my thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time.

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nojom...
Apr. 9, 2009 at 10:59 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss.  I know it never gets any easier, but know that she's smiling down on you and her brother.  You aren't a bad mom...she knows you love her!  ((HUGS))

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