Making time to Study.

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Dh and I are TTC and with my worrying of when my cycle starts, is this actually my cycle, did my cycle start 2 days ago, is my cycle over, what day do I count from for ovulation, using fertility monitor...I must admit I have been a basketcase. DH just shakes his head and hugs me. Geez.

I work 4-10 hour shifts which allow me to have Mondays off in conjunction with my weekend. So I go to see my little boy for lunch at the school. Very excited 1st grader I have. Waving his arms frantically across the lunch room so I see him. I bring him his chicken and french fries as requested. Big kisses to mama for remembering and we sit down to eat.

I had my Doc appt Monday and though I am not pregnant yet we discussed when is the best time to try based on my cycle now and ovulation. So I explain to my son that I'm not having him a baby yet and te tests didn't turn out like I hoped.

He tells me that I didn't study hard enough and if I study hard enough than my brain holds onto the smart stuff so I can pass my tests and have a baby for him. DH comes home from work and my son running to the door to narc me out. "Mom didn't study hard enough that's why she didn't pass her tests."

DH looks confused. I am standing behind my son and I point to my belly and reiterate that I didn't pass (still pointing at belly) my tests, so no baby. DH gets the hint and tells my son that we will have to study more. My son, angry now, turns to me and says "Yeah Mom. Study harder."

I am going on a business trip next week at the time I ovulate. DH is coming with me so we can study.
My son was very happy to hear I have a study partner now.