I am having a real hard time

[erinnowak]

Gavin's doctor wants to test him for autism and I am so in denial. All the while I am loosing it inside. I get so frustrated with him all day that when I lay in bed at night I feel like the worse mom in the whole world. I need to get grip. I need to ask for help. I need a break for a while. i am so scared, upset, and lonely. I hope that we get some answers soon so that we will know for sure how to handle this.

[KyliesMama83]

Apr. 14, 2009 at 8:47 PM

I'm sorry you are having a hard time :( Hang in there!

[busywithkids]

Apr. 15, 2009 at 12:42 AM

It's rough and hard to get a handle on.  I spent a few hours crying my eyes out when I found out.

There's some great groups on here--check out "autism". Loads of information and support.  You aren't alone.