My Marriage is going to be OVER SOON :(

[3kidsanlonely]

Well, I guess most of you read my last post!!

I knew he was just here b/c I wanted him here, not b/c he loves me. That is what he told me last night. So today I talked with him about a 5 yr plan of mine. And get this he said that long.

I said if you let me keep going to school and let me get my nursing done, we can go our separate ways. He said it will take that long. What a F***in A**Hole!!

So he just walks around here like nothing is wrong, that our marriage, and family is done and over with.

I am so depressed and sad, I just hope I can keep my self together for that long. Right now we are in no finacially way that one of us can move out. So we have to pay off some debts that we have in this time too. But it is hard for me to go out in public with him and see other happy women with there husbands and their husbands smiling and having a good time with his wife and kids.

So hopefully time will go by quickly, but not too quickly that my kids grow up so fast in front of me and I am so caught up in this mess that I miss it.

So please pray for me and my kids that we make it through this tough challanging time in our lives.

 

[goatmom4]

Apr. 18, 2009 at 11:16 PM

prayers   

[autiemommy2]

Apr. 19, 2009 at 3:49 AM

I'm sorry... maybe things will improve? here's hoping that everything turns out the way it was meant to be and for the best for all. good luck! it can't be easy knowing that you are stuck in a marriage for 5 more years with someone when there is no love. :-(