Finally had my baby boy!!!

[hot-mama86]

I'm so happy!!! However I scared it's to good to be true. Some thing has to happen I keep thinking.  We wanting a little boy from the beginning and kept getting girls. Every time some thing good happens to me some thing bad follows. I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. He is very healthy the doc. says he is perfect. So I try and think positive. Then those thoughts start creeping in. Then yesterday was my 2nd dd's b-day party and my family were all raggin on me about this and that. Your doing this wrong what's wrong with you blah blah blah.  I can't stand it already so there hits make it so much worse. I'm so happy right now but am still worried. What the hell is wrong with me?

[HottMamaRossx2]

Apr. 22, 2009 at 12:07 PM

everything.. no... just be happy and let it roll off of ya mama..