what do i do when i already have a five year old, I lost my job, had to move back in with my mother, and i am pregnate?? did i fail to mention that my baby's daddy is a complete ass. i get so worried that he will hurt me or the baby. I am only about two months along but nothing has changed. I love him, but i have gotten to the point to where i dont want him. But i am two scared to do it on my own. I havent told my mother i am pregnate yet...I am so worried about her reaction. I havent been the best daughter these past few years.. i have thought ( for only a moment) about my options..... but i cant do neither of them. my other baby's daddy is not any help. he tried to kill me and our daughter a couple of years ago... It dosent seem like i can get on my feet.. I need a job so bad but i dont have a car... i am really starting to believe there is no hope for me...
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Right now it seems you are just so overwhelmed with all that is happening in your life. From your journal post you do have a lot emotionally you seem to be going through. Try and take one day at a time. Being a mommy you will find that special strength through your children. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope things get better for you.
- Kellyjude1
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