what do i do when i already have a five year old, I lost my job,  had to move back in with my mother, and i am pregnate??  did i fail to mention that my baby's daddy is a complete ass. i get so worried that he will hurt me or the baby. I am only about two months along  but nothing has changed.  I love him, but i have gotten to the point to where i dont want him.  But i am two scared to do it on my own. I havent told my mother i am pregnate yet...I am so worried about her reaction. I havent been the best daughter these past few years.. i have thought ( for only a moment) about my options..... but i cant do neither of them.   my other baby's daddy is not any help. he tried to kill me and our daughter a couple of years ago... It dosent seem like i can get on my feet.. I need a job so bad but i dont have a car... i am really starting to believe there is no hope for me...  

 

 

 

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Kelly...
Apr. 23, 2009 at 7:49 PM

 Right now it seems you are just so overwhelmed with all that is happening in your life.  From your journal post you do have a lot emotionally you seem to be going through.  Try and take one day at a time.  Being a mommy you will find that special strength through your children.  You are in my thoughts and prayers.  I hope things get better for you. 

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