my in laws were shot across the street and we had to hep them

[butterflymom022]

i am trying so hard to be storng for three familys, including mine. my sister in law brother in law and his girlfriend were shot by the husband. my husband and i had to help them when they came to our yard screeming and bleeding. i tryied so hard to care for the children. there were 13 all together. how do you try to hold it together for your family and husband whose sister it was and his brother he tried to help not loose his leg. you could not help seeing it on the news the sme nte while you are just trying to get through the nite to finally get sleep. these past few ntes i keep hearing the door bell ring, yelling. then i hate to go outside when its dark , i fear i will see them. i have been tyring to be so strong to help my mother in law with the kids, and make all the calls i need to make to get help for her and the kids. i got support from the school to get the kids food and clothes. cps has also been so great to keep  them all together. i just don't know how to bear with it altogether my self. it has been so hard. the house is just outside our window, and you still see the blood out the door, some in our walk way they could not get out. how do you get through this whie they are still in the hospital two shot in the face with one pregmamt and the other in the leg. can some one out there help me get through the sites i had to see ? i had to go into the house to get wht i could for the kids kids till my mother in law came , and they are just stuck there. someone help me.

[crazymom2374]

Jul. 3, 2009 at 12:58 AM

some friend i am. i am so so very sorry you had to see this i know we are into july but i just cannot believe this happened sweetheart. please send me some messages so we can talk. i have had a lower scale shooting into my house back when i was a teen.i found out what it was about the next day.i almost killed the s.o.b myself. it involved my friend who spent the night. we ended up moving out of the neighbor hood.at the time it sucked because that was the only home i knew. so please email me.

                                                                                    sandy.